“Freedom isn't free"
那年升學考
口沫橫飛的英文老師冒出了這句話
自由就是不自由
想要多美好的自由 就勢必要再某些時刻先放棄某種程度的自由
對球員也許是時間 好好練習
對學生也許是時間 好好唸書
“犧牲” 是某種程度的必然發生

懂嗎?

我懂


The year,when I was preparing the enrolment exam of universities.
My english teacher mentioned this quote: "Freedom isnt free"
He encouraged us to give up some fun time to make more efforts on study in order to catch the result we want.

"Sacrifice" in the other words.

For a better life, you need to give up your time to do something you dont really like, such as studying, working and practising.

To me, the situation is separation and working here.

Do I get the point of this meaning?
Yes I do. At least I was believing what I am doing is worth doing.


而今晚不停轉的思緒 我想起另一句話
“會痛苦的時刻 ,是你的心在抗議”
人有這麼多苦痛煩惱
因為做著自己不願意的事情
為了那個可能的報酬或期望


However, tonight...I doubt myself.
Because I am in a such painful moment.
Cant stand this anymore.....so aweful...
Doing the thing I hate for a possible hope which is likely or unlikely happend in the future, and convincing myself its fine.

So pathetic.
How come I put myself in this uncertain situation.

然而太多東西是無法預測了
“活在當下”又顯得像句口號

小確幸大悲傷的年代
路該怎麼走
是不是那年對自己說的
走現在的路,寫未來的歷史

So many things are unpredictable which makes decisions are harder to be made.
Sign....

今晚彷彿壓倒駱駝最後一根稻草
很奇怪 我到底忍了多久
我到底執著什麼呢
我的心明明這麼痛
我為什麼這麼勉強自己
只是怕 怕著那些不知道的什麼

I am so tired and exhausted.
What I am insisting for?


我好累真的
真的
親愛的 你動怒了
親愛的 我累了

I am so tired...
Baby, you are angry.
Baby, I dont know.how to say.

請不要問我為什麼
職場文化 不在其中的人不會懂
我只是想多學些什麼
你心疼 我難受
你動怒 我難受
你無言 我難受

Dont ask me "why "repeatly about the rule here. Too hard to explain.....
"Workplace culture", I just trying to adjust here.

You feel unhappy for me, I know.
You feel angry for those things, I understand.
You have nothing to say, I feel sorry in athis silence.

八個月的分離 我也想擁抱你更多
親愛的我好累你懂不懂


We already separate for eight month, and I wanna hold you more than anything.
I feel upset about this helpless circumstance too.

我希望我有你的灑脫
我希望我有你的不在乎
我希望我有你的勇敢
我希望我有你的任性
我希望我有你


I hope if I had your attitude.
I hope if I had your brave.
I hope if I had your no care.
I hope I have you.


不想做了
真的不想這樣下去
我想學
然而我在學什麼?

這裡的我在幹什麼


好像靈魂跟身體被分開

這一點都不像我
那麼 走吧
就這樣好了

Dont wannt keep this.
I want a change.
I wanna learn, but no idea what I am exectly learning from here....
You are right, maybe its time to make my mind.
I should leave.

My soul and my body seems being separated.
Like a puzzle and you are the one who can complete me.



你今晚的那片彩虹
親愛的
你不知道我多渴望我在你身邊


我想念跟你一起看世界
好像所有東西都變美麗

你是這麼獨一無二
你是這麼的唯一

The rainbow you showed me tonight.
So simple, amazing and beautiful.
I can image if I was there.
And I do wish I could be there.

可以不要分開了嗎


Baby, i miss you so much.
I love you.
Should I move now?

Would you wait there for me?





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